We've been in ttc for almost 18 months now, and for most of that time I was feeling pretty relaxed about the whole thing. But this past few months it's gotten so hard all of a sudden.
One SIL has a young baby, one is pregnant and every family event feel focused almost solely about baby talk which is def not helping. And today we reached the new low of someone making jokes about how we'd be upset if anymore family members got pregnant - I know it wasn't meant to be so hurtful but it was.
I know the common advise is to keep busy, which I am trying to do, but oh my god is this hard sometimes.
Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.