Hi all, so am 37, TTC number 2 over 12 months now. Had a m/c last year.
So, am roughly 8/9 dpo and we did all the right things this month 😉
Yesterday I had a tiny bit of brown discharge when I wiped (not unusual) and quite a lot of white cm over last few days. However, lots of cramping and back ache at work yesterday which took me by surprise and is unusual so early.
I had an ic hcg test left over from when they were sent out for free with some opks. I asked my husband to hide it because I know how obsessed/upset I get and I knew if I wanted to test early then I would have to go out and buy a test and I don’t like doing that unless I’m late.
Anyway, turns out he’s a terrible hider and have found the test.
Do I use it?
Every time I test early, it is bfn and AF always arrives. So I’d be tempting fate.
But...it’s there and I have awful self control. And I am desperate to be pregnant. I feel a bit pregnant but then your mind can play a lot of tricks.
Please someone tell me I would be wasting my time and talk me out of this terrible idea! xxx