Got AF today so fed up and crushed

[Aberforthsgoat]

After two losses we have been trying to conceive again for about 5 months. I know it’s not long in ttc terms but I’m just so tired - I feel like I’ve spent a lot of the last two years pregnant or trying to be
The first two times we were lucky in that we fell pretty much straight away and now I just feel so crushed every time
I know it’s ridiculous and it’s not long really I guess I just needed a rant
I’m feeling run down and in a bout of anxiety too which probably isn’t helping

TTC really is awful sometimes isn’t it

Didn't want to read and not comment x sending hugs

@kinsella82 thank you I feel a bit silly posting really as there’s no answer I just feel a bit worn down by the whole thing and like it’s never going to happen for us

Nothing to feel silly for at all. It's totally understandable. Take a bit of time for you if you can and renew that energy x

thank you x

Same as @Kinsella82 didn't want to read and run. It'll all be worth it in the end it really will. It's a punch in the gut every month that af rolls round but it will happen. It took us 18 month for our second and I literally gave up towards the end of those months but it happened stay strong x

Thank you so much x I just want to curl up and feel sorry for myself but am trying not to give in to it because I know other people try for much longer

@aberforthsgoat I also got my AF today it’s awful isn’t it and I know the feeling of just wanting to curl up in a ball. Be kind to yourself, you obviously have been through a lot. Im convinced you will get a BFP soon. I’ve set up a TTC november baby thread come and join us on there

I've been TTC for 4 years now and to be honest my first year was the worst I told friends and family we had decided to have a baby but a couple of months later you would get the comment of "still not happened yet then aha" how insensitive/oblivious people are/were put me down more and then the fact you had planned for it to match certain dates and then that day comes and goes its heart breaking. Its kind of like a mission for a year its all you think about. now years on your kind off numb about the subject still hurts to see af and resent it but it will happen!! you have to keep positive and stay strong!
Sending lots of baby dust and hugs x

AF started for me today too, you are not alone :(