Nervous to try again

[smartcarnotsosmartdriver]

Hey everyone, I'm new to this board but me and DH have decided to try again. I'm excited but also really nervous.
We took a while to conceive last time and the pregnancy ended in MC at about 10 weeks. I then went off the rails, gained 5 stone and hit a real low. I've managed to get myself back together and loose the weight (I'm still overweight but by a lot less). Although this was 4 years ago I'm still so anxious about the thought of another pregnancy loss. DH would love to be a dad but has never pushed me on when.
Sorry for rambling on I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm as ready as I'll ever be but still bricking it, if that makes sense? Have any of you lovely ladies ever been here and have any words of wisdom for me?

Bump?

You have every right to be anxious after what happened, it's a human feeling. I'm sorry, I've never been in your position before but I believe everything in life happens for a reason, sometimes we don't understand why and I think in this case this was you. If you both want a baby, then I say go for it. Don't think about what happened in the past, think about what can and will happen. I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense but I hope you get the gist. Sending you lots of love and luck for the future xxx

Speak to your Gp about your anxiety.

For me it was 2 years TTC plus IVF and then losing my son at 20 weeks after all of that. Got pg 6 months later with more IVF but another (this time early) miscarriage in between. If you want a baby, crack on!

Thank you everyone, I think it might be a good idea to speak to my gp next time I'm in. I know logically and statistically my fears don't make sense but I still have them.