Hi all, I’m just feeling miserable so I’m sorry for moaning. I fell pregnant with my son, literally the first month we tried when I was 33. For about 18 months now, we’ve been TTC number 2. I fell pregnant last April but miscarried in June (day after my birthday) and since then zero luck.
Without TMI, we really tried hard this month. Literally, every day during fertile week. Used the CB digital test as well as ic.
Have come on today. I just feel so upset and it all just feel so hopeless.
My son is due to turn 4 this week and I just see him growing and growing further and further apart in age from any sibling we may be lucky to have. I kind we are incredibly lucky to have him, it’s just he’s such a kind, friendly little boy and I’d love him to be a big brother.
I also wasn’t prepared to not have a baby again.
I’m 38 in June and this is killing me. I feel like every month we are just getting further and further away from it happening for us. I know I’m not alone, just needed a little pick me up I guess and maybe some positive stories xxxxx