Kinda just need somewhere to rant/talk to someone who just gets it! I probably come across as just a whinge and a bit of a cow, so I'm not expecting many replies, I just need a place to be able to get out all these awful feelings about this journey so far that I've been bottling up! This is so so hard 😭 after over a year of TTC I've been diagnosed with PCOS but the drs won't refer me for help until my partners sperm test is back. I haven't had periods in over a year since I came off the pill. Why does everything just take so so long!! No periods in a year either! I just need someone to help us get the ball rolling! Sorry for the rant, I know I sound like a crazy person, and I know you are all on your own journies with TTC and so many couples are struggling (my heart is with you) but just this is so so hard, my heart just hurts with this awful jealousy watching my friends and babies everywhere I go, why can't it be us? 😭