1st time TTC feeling rubbish

[CrazyKitkatLady]

Hi, I am TTC for the first time properly this cycle (we had a "if it happens it happens" attitude last cycle but now we are married and trying actively) had the implant out in August. App reckons I ovulated on 10th Nov. I thought I had been starting to feel symptoms Friday/Saturday and was due on today. Did a test this morning and it was negative... Is there still a chance I could be pregnant? Did I test to early? I've spent my whole life trying not to get pregnant and even though rationally I know it could take months I feel really disappointed. Bit worried I'm going to drive myself mad with tracking etc. Does anyone else feel the same? Does it get any easier?

I am in the exact same boat married in August first cycle TTC ovulated on 10th and due today but no period and BFN. Already far too obsessed. Getting pregnant this month would not have been ideal but I can't help but feel cheated by the stark whiter than whiteness of my negative tests.
I definitely felt different this month but it's probably because I jumped down the rabbit hole of symptom spotting in the TWW.
They say you are not out until AF so I have FX for you but I feel out and am heading for the December bus as soon as the witch turns up!

Yes! I think a part of me just assumed it would happen as soon as we tried, which I didn't realise until I was staring at a negative result! FX for you too, I hope you're get there soon. Glad I'm not the only one!