Help me before I end up divorced!!

[Verydonut]

DH and I have been ttc dc3 for 14 months. I have PCOS, however had no issues conceiving our 2 dds.
I have had 3 miscarriages since Feb 2017. The most recent was just over 6 weeks ago at about 6 or 7 weeks. We were devastated and it it me hard. We are keen to keep trying and I have been referred to hospital for tests.
However, since the miscarriage I haven't had a period. Not pregnant, have checked a few times. I feel a period is on route. I am so angry. I have been shouting and bawling for the past 3 days. I literally want to punch my husband in the face all the time. Everything he does is infuriating and I am p8cking fights just for the sake of it.
I am clearly upsetting him and I have no idea how to calm down or chill out. I don't really know what I'm looking for bit I felt better for writing it all down!!
Xxx

Oh, darling. I'm sorry. Your hormones are probably raging at the moment and they do funny things to us. I'm so sorry for your losses. Being referred for tests is a good step to finding out what's going on. Lots of love, be kind to yourself xx

I'm so sorry for what you've been through Very. I would recommend looking at what baby loss services are available near you - perhaps a start would be to talk to your gp? My husband and I had a really rocky patch this year after two miscarriages and I know that I was taking everything out on him. I just felt so angry and sad about everything, it was awful. But DH at one point said to me "I'm grieving too." and I realised that I was going to push him away.

Try to remember that it's not your DH's fault, you've both been through so much. Your hormones will be all over the place too. I would make a real effort not to take it out on him and to focus on making yourself better. I took up a new exercise class as my therapy and threw myself into that. Whatever works best for you. I agree with pp, be kind to yourself.