Anyone else moody and unsure?

[iris81]

I really want a bfp but today I have felt really negative, wondering to myself if I really want a baby and to spend the rest of my life with my partner. He's done nothing wrong but I'm suddenly having huge doubts! I have 2 kids from a previous relationship which was awful and took me a long time to get out of. My new partner is nothing like him he's lovely but we've settled like an old married couple really quick. I don't know what I want and doubt I even make any sense to you?
I'm 14dpo by the way, bfn this afternoon will test again in the morning

Me! I felt like this today feel like a sack of shit miserable and mardy no idea why probably our hormones x

I hope so @anitagreen sorry you're feeling like that too! I'm hoping it passes but I just don't know!

Thanks iris81 I hope you feel better to it's really irritating. X

How new is new?

@Haireverywhere 2 years

We've moved in together and I'm doing everything, I'm fed up already!

Unless you knew him before dating that's a quick turn around from meeting him, dating, him meeting your kids, moving in, settling and trying for a baby. Doubts are very understandable! I guess it's knowing that they're healthy doubts versus signs of red flags about the relationship not being right? Do you have your financial future secure in case it sadly doesn't work out? That would be on my mind in your shoes.

Best of luck

Oh your last post is a worry!

@Haireverywhere
I hadn't thought from an outsider point of view how quick it seems! We were communicating for a long time before meeting by text but yes still pretty quick really.
He is brilliant with my kids, they like him. It's only issues that would arise by living together really which would have come up eventually anyway I suppose. Nothing really bad, he's not abusive, just things like he goes to bed to chill really early at about 8 ish every night so I'm on my own, we don't do that much together etc. He is so lovely though and I do love him?

Also I think I just need to firmly delegate house stuff with partner and kids too!

Also financially I'd have to make changes but I wouldn't stay with someone for money, I'd work it out