I have been on the pill for 8 years, me and hubby decided we wanted to try for our first baby last December. I was astonished when I fell pregnant straight away and thought wow this is it, I sadly lost that pregnancy at 6/7 weeks but managed to pick myself up and told myself it was a one off and just not meant to be. Had a normal period after miscarriage and after that fell pregnant again! Felt so much more positive had symptoms, clear blue tests followed by dated perfectly and had 2 early scans all was great. Went for my 12 weeks scan at 13 weeks and baby had died at around 9. 6 weeks later after medical management and a cyst on my ovary, I have just come on my period today and I just feel so unbelievably sad and disheartened and am wondering if it's going to be, if my fertility has been affected, if I will never carry a healthy baby, if I want to try again. I really thought I was going to catch on straight away now my period is here I'm heartbroken. This year i also lost my father so really believed either of these babies would save me and my family and keep us going, also been told im rhesus negative so worried this caused my losses. Any words of wisdom or advice please? Xx