my bf and I have decided to stop using contraception and let nature take its course- we have had unprotected sex a few times this month and I'm due on in about 10 days time.
This was supposed to be a casual thing as we didn't want to put any pressure on ourselves, I already have 2 older children from a previous relationship and we're content with our family of 4 if I don't get pregnant, however ever since we dtd I can't stop thinking about being pregnant- it obviously means a lot more to me than I initially thought.
I have felt awful all week- exhausted, feeling sick and smells making me wretch but I think some of that is in my head because I so want to be pregnant. I feel like I'very lost the plot a bit!!!!