AP, I have been there, bought the t-shirt, made the video etc etc. I'll tell you about me, I'm 34 years old, have PCOS, Endometriosis and HAD blocked tubes. I was ttc from 1994 (then aged 24) right through to the end of 1995 before I went to the GP. They did the usual things, blood tests, smears and they told me that one of my hormones wasn't playing ball and referred me to a gynie. The first thing the Gynie told me was I had PCOS, then she told me she was going to try and get me pregnant, It took me 5 years to conceieve my dd (who is 4 next week and starting school in September), she was never meant to be, but someone up there must of said I had suffered enough. I had 2 lap & dyes, the 1st one they had to stop as they discovered I had endometriosis, then as I was resting at home after having the 2nd one, my DS turned up and told me she was pregnant and that my DF and DM had discussed with my DS, whether or not to tell me as I was getting depressed, two months later I was pregnant. I know how you are feeling sweetheart believe me and guess what, I'm going through it all again. Whilst I wasn't on the verge of pinching a baby, I certainly wasn't happy everytime one of my friends came over and said the dredded words "I'm Pregnant", of course to their faces as was like "Thats fantastic, when is it due, how do you feel etc etc", then as soon as my front door was closed my DH came over to me and hugged me so tight and kept telling me that our day will come and it will be more special telling people that we are pregnant, because we have really really had to work hard for this baby and its true, my FIL and MIL at the time, got the champagne out. We even got referred to the IVF clinic in Leeds, but didn't need it in the end. The thing is that even when you think your world has been shattered, by those words "Yeah you've got PCOS", remember my story, just don't give up hope, you will be well supported and yes you have to take Clomid, and or Metformin and you'll feel depressed and think that nobody else has or is going through what you are doing, but there is a horizon and you'll get there, once the treatment starts it really up to you what happens, just go with the flow, it might happen sooner than you think!!!