48 cycles minus 3

[duchesse]

It'll be 4 years in June since I had my Mirena removed and we began ttc/ ftc. Pregnant for three months last year.

Don't want any kind of award, just to say it's really crap and I'm really fed up.

Hi duchesse. Just want to say that I admire your courage and envy your strength. I've been ttc since Jan 2006 and hit the jackpot in Dec only to lose the baby in Feb this year. I was so depressed when we were ttc last year that I can't face ttc again after the m/c. The 2ww was just plain horrible. My heart palpitated everytime I went to the toilet. I don't think I have strength to try again although I'm so desperate for a baby. My BF is also pregnant; we would have delivered about the same time. I still find it very difficult to talk to her about her pregnancy. I'm so of her and all the pregnant ladies that I meet in town. at myself for feeling this way but I just can't help it! I'm on the second cycle after m/c and I think it'll be anovulatory, just like the 1st one. I guess my body is not back to normal yet. It's so bloody frustrating all the hard work temping, opks and at the end of it BFN!!! . I know what you mean about it being crap and frustrating. I wish you all the best of luck and hope you'll be lucky soon .

Duchesse I really feel your pain. Well you know my story!...We are nearly coming up for 28 months of trying. We were actively trying for 18 months and then bingo got pregnant. But only to have a really troublesome pregnancy and to lose our precious son at 24 weeks. We have now been trying for another 6 months.
It is total crap and totally unfair. Some of my friends that started out at about the same time as us children are nearly 2yrs old in a couple of months and those that were pregnant at the same time as me all have beautiful babies. I am terrified it will never work out and we will never have children that will be here with us.

Although I take no joy and wish nobody else was going through this heartache, it is comforting that there are people that understand and can offer support. You guys have helped me through so much and I hope I can offer it too... Sending you a big heartfelt {{{HUG}}}} so sorry life is being so cruel!

hi ladies. I just wanted to add my another message of admiration and empathy. My story is that I have been ttc for nearly 10 months but feel pretty hopeless and low as I seem to be approaching another ovulation at day 27. This is nothing in comparison to what you have all been through/suffered but your messages moved me and I feel your pain.