Long story short, MMC in June and nothing since. Turning 40 this year. I have been recently diagnosed with a thyroid disease which means my TSH is very very low. At the time of my last conception, thyroid was fine. I feel time is rapidly running out for me to have children. Every single person around me is either having babies or had babies or is pregnant. Some older, some younger and with each month that goes past, I get into a real state. Today I started spotting so clearly out for this month. Was so hopeful too. Just don't know what to do any more. I'm in a country where I can phone one day and have an appointment the next but at what point do I make that call? I went for my yearly smear recently and was told that if nothing had happened by my last endocrinologist appointment (for thyroid) then to come back to her and she would start proceedings. I'm the only person out of my group that actually ever REALLY wanted children....and now it isn't happening.