I am SO scared to TTC.
Last time I had a baby, my husband walked out on us 7 weeks later
I have a wonderful partner now who would love a child of his own (I have four). We're due to get married later this year and then maybe TTC
I just get terrible morning sickness for the first three months and then I think deep down I'm terrified that things will go the same way as last time - even though he is nothing like my ex!
I want to be excited about potentially having a baby with the love of my life, not terrified.
Help :(