Failed again

[Mizzworthy1]

Wingy self pity post alert.

AF is deffo on way. I'm cramping and spotting. I'm just so sad today. I cry so much every month. I genuinely don't know how to distract myself from the sad disappointed feeling. Every month gone feels like we are less and less likely to have another baby. I love my son more than life but I need to have another.

We had a chemical a couple of months ago. All I'm doing is torturing myself with questions about why my crappy body couldn't sustain that pregnancy.

How do other people deal with that gutted feeling of sadness when AF turns up yet again?

Antidepressants have helped. And wine.

Lots of wine

Lol... Already on antidepressants but I don't really drink alcohol...

It's so hard but try and stay positive!! Your body has done it once and will do it again, things always happen when it's the right time!

Your body is not crappy - you have one healthy DS to prove it! And when pregnancy doesn't go right or doesn't happen when you want it it's often just because biology is messy and inefficient and often doesn't do as it's told. Be kind to yourself.

Thank you xxx

I know it’s hard. Try not to think of yourself as a failure. You’re not, ttc is damn hard. I have an almost 10 year old and have been ttc with no luck for 18 months. I find it hard sometimes, especially as doctors always say “well you’ve done it once, you can do it again” and I’m like “well then why am I still not pregnant??” But your time will come.

Oh and I agree. Wine definitely helps. I’ve already booked in to have my hair done the day before af is due this month lol