Not pregnant. Again.

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I don’t know how much more of this I can cope.

Took a test this morning, and literally while waiting for the result, my period came.

Not really sure why I’m posting. I’m just home alone and upset, I suppose.

I'm really sorry.

I've got to the loo to do a test and realised I've come on - it's just cruel and leaves you feeling so stupid (well it did me).

Sending virtual hugs and look after yourself x x

It is really just shit!

How long have you been ttc?

Over two years now.

I’ve been a nanny for over 10 years, and I’m not sure how much longer I can look after other people’s children if it isn’t going to happen for us. It feels so unfair.

I know there are people who have been trying for a lot longer, so I’m sorry if I offend those

Hi OP,

We were trying for over two years (with a few breaks for job changes and moving) and one mc along the way. I'm now pregnant, conceived completely naturally, and all going well. It can happen.

Sorry to hear your AF arrived When mine came last month I was also in tears. Take it easy, have you got an op with the docs so they can do tests? That can help knowing something is being done, sometimes TTC is a bit of a lottery and nothing more disheartening to find you've tried so hard and not got a BFP

Oh what a crappy way to start the day. So sorry. It took just under two years for me to conceive my DS, and the same thing happened to me once or twice. I still found myself squinting at the test looking for a line

Fortunately Friday night is a really good night for a glass or two of wine, so there’s always that.

My GP has been completely rubbish. I might try and get another appointment.

I’m also tempted to go private, but I’m not sure if having tests will make me feel worse? I do need to feel like I’m doing something though.

Mother’s Day will be fun on Sunday

Got a bfn this morning too so I know how you feel op. It’s absolutely heartbreaking, af is late and I stupidly got my hopes up this month due to that. And still negative, just waiting for af to arrive now. Hus

So sorry you’re dealing with the same heartbreak June

I was telling my friend how fed up of it all I am, to which she replied ‘oh I forgot to tell you, so and so is pregnant!’ - great

Hey there,

I know your pain, I was there lots of times years ago. We were told we couldn’t conceive and we did! Took us about two and a half years, so I do know your pain. I get the dreading Mother’s Day thing too xxx

Our son is now 11 and since having him we’ve adopted two beautiful girls ( both from newborn) so I feel very blessed. From worrying i would never be a Mum I have three kids now!

Waiting to become a mum and that disappointment each month is horrible.

Once you have your child, this horrible time will fade. I promise x

Hi there. I Hope you are doing great. Really sorry to hear about it. I think everything happens at its time. you should not be upset. don't lose hope it'll happen soon. I wish you good luck. Looking forward to hearing good news.

I think I might have to hide my phone today. Anything to stop me from tapping out pissed off replies to the threads moaning about what presents they didn’t get...