Feeling terrible. I had a miscarriage on the 27th. It was an unplanned pregnancy and my partner of 6 months reacted badly and then came round after 6 weeks. He rejected me and the baby. In the last week or so we finally got our heads together and it felt like it was going to be ok. Although we hadn't got back together
I feel like I have been through such a strange process. I lost my relationship, but was having a child and now I don't have either. It's a double loss.
I am totally grief stricken about the baby, but also alone and disappointed by my ex,
He took me to the hospital and stayed then took me back to my mums. Yesterday I woke up and really wanted to see him and drove over. He was lovely, but I would have thought he should have offered or asked what I needed and be bending over backwards to help me.
I did get a text asking if he could take me for dinner on the 10th Jan . Probs hoping I will be back to my happy self by then FFS
He just doesn't get it. I had forgiven him for the lack of enthusiasm in the beginning. I know he isn't going to feel what I do , but he is avoiding all emotional conversations and seems uncomfortable. Perhaps guilt as he didn't make it easy for me
I feel overcome with emotion like when my dad died it comes in waves and I am blubbing all the time. I am grieving the baby I lost and am also devastated about my ex. My mum doesn't have any grandkids and she is also v upset
Feel so empty and left with nothing. How long will these feelings last for?