Need to rant

[Sazwest]

Sorry I don't know who else to rant to 😢😢 I'm been silly I know.

So this month is month 7 of us ttc baby number 4 I feel like it's never gonna happen 😢. Especially when all I have seen on my Facebook these last 2 weeks are 9 people on my friends list announcing they are pregnant and of course I'm happy for them.
I know it takes some woman years and years to fall but with my other 3 it didn't take this long. My older 2 I fell without even trying and my youngest it took us 4-5months. So I thought it would just happen like it did last time 😢.

Some months just before AF arrives I get symptoms of pregnancy as if my body is playing tricks on me I.E really sore boobs, sickness stuff like that which I've never had before it's just started the last 3-4 month.

I just want to get my BF xx

Am I been silly. Does anyone else feel like this x x

You're not being silly. It's obviously important to you that's why you're thinking about it so much and symptom spotting. Sometimes though the AF symptoms are so similar to pregnancy symptoms. It could be that you are hyper sensitive to the symptoms and that's why you think you never had the symptoms before TTC.

@SweetheartTreacleTart thanks Hun, I just really want to it happen xx

Think I'm gonna keep off Facebook there's been another 3 of my friends announcing there pregnant today lol. I want to announce I am lol xx

Awww. Congrats to them. I spent the day was with my friend and her baby yesterday. It made me sooooo broody. My time will come. My time will come. My time will come my time will come!

@dowhatyouwish don't get me wrong I'm happy for them all but I'm over here like I want what they are having lol. I want it to be me that's announcing I'm pregnant lol xx

I know what you mean. I want it so bad as well. I'm only on cycle two and I can't imagine doing this for a whole year or more. If that's what it takes though I'll do it. Guess I'll find out next weekend.

@dowhatyouwish it's the TWW that kills me xx

@sazwest how are you getting on lovely? X

I totally understand where u are coming from OP.. I am on cycle 5 ttc #2.. it took 15 months the first time around although I was a lot heavier then so I am hoping to fall quicker this time! This past 2 months I would have put money on a BFP as my symptoms were so pronounced but no such luck..

My body seems to be able to create symptoms from what I read. It's amazing what the mind can do! We are only on cycle three and already fed up with it...yes the TTW is the worst!

I feel the same 😥 ttc number 3. I have been very lucky, Conceived first time with both DDs, conceived first time with mmc in December (11 weeks but no hb found at 7w) now on cycle 2, dh decided no more kids for 6 months and now changed his mind.... Feel like my ship has passed... 37 soon 38... Worried erpc has messed everything up... Cycles /ov etc. No symptoms and usually have sore boobs by now... Sister in law announced pregnancy on my mmc due date, gutted. Just want it so much too 😥 big hugs your way, fx it's us soon xxx