Can I have a moan/cry

[CaffeineBomb]

Im on cycle 4 of ttc dc2 (which I know is nothing). My moan is more about why my body decides to play nasty tricks when ttc. Since starting ttc again I have started spotting before every period (which in itself is a pain in the ass) and this month my spotting has started 4 days earlier than it's due.

I let myself hope for a second it was implantation bleeding but now I'm like 99.9% sure it's not. I'm gutted (because I let myself hope) I'm always regular with a 26 day cycle so why the hell has af decided to show up early. I feel like crying

I have just started cycle#4. I know what you mean. It's sooo cruel when out bodies deceive us and we get our hopes up. We can't help but symptom spot only to be let down. Big hug Caffeine and lots of baby dust. We will soon see those beautiful bfp!

Totally feel you right now. Nearing the end of cycle 5 ttc number 2 and don't feel pregnant at all. Had a little cry on the way to work this morning!

MotherofBoy I have had a little cry every month since ttc when af shows up. I really hope this cycle will be ours

Bfn this morning (temp went up so o caved). So disappointed. Cycle 6 is on its way. Just want to cry. Probably will cry on way to work again. Don't understand why it's not happening

It's horrible isn't it. We can't help but get our hopes up and when they are crushed I start imagining why and what's wrong with me. It's very hard.

Right there with you all!
We're winging our way to cycle 7 as I'm expecting AF to show up some time today. I see so many people that I went to school with now getting pregnant and it all just feels very unfair. I know it will happen for us eventually and we have to just keep plodding on but it just feels like being in limbo at the moment!
I'm currently grasping at very desperate end of cycle straws and hoping that the massive drop in my temperature this morning was actually an implantation dip and not my body preparing for AF...like it does every month...at exactly this time......you'd think I would've stopped being so hopeful by now!

It doesn't help that wherever I look I see pregnant women and gorgeous babies! MotherofBoy sorry about your bfn. Well it ain't over until the witch shows up. Passmethewine I do that everytime...desperately clutching at straws. Baby Dust to everyone. Don't lose hope everyone please. Our Bfp is on its way!

I'm trying to stay positive but it's getting difficult. Motherofaboy sorry to hear about your bfn. You can all join me in eating ice cream and feeling sorry for myself!

This is cycle 8 for me (had 2 chemicals in that time). AF was due yesterday & I'm pretty sure will turn up soon as have my usual PMS. I really thought this would be my month too. Wishing us all BFPs soon!