Bit of back story: I'm 32 years old and TTC for 2.5 years before I finally got my BFP in January this year. Unfortunately it ended in MC at 12 weeks (still devastated).
In the whole 2.5 years that we TTC I never really got too stressed about it. Obviously I really really wanted to get pregnant and I did opks but I was never obsessed (unless AF was late and got my hopes up).
This month is the first month that we've tried again since the MC. I'm only 4dpo and I'm driving myself crazy!! I've just spent 2 hours googling every tiny possible symptom. It's as silly as: I sneezed twice yesterday morning and twice again this morning and I've actually written it down
. I'm also recording my resting heart rate ...which has gone up today so that got me excited. It's on my mind 24/7. So much so that I haven't been able to sleep the past 2 nights. I'm officially obsessed.
I feel as though the chances of me even being pregnant is so slim due to previous length of TTC. Plus my body isn't fully recovered from the MC yet so I'm not really sure why I'm getting my hopes up like this. I feel angry at myself. Anyone else a crazy symptom spotter or also in 2ww?? x