TTC but negative tests with pregnancy symptoms

[hannahrichards2811]

I am holding out hope that someone out there can help me and settle my mind .
I am 26 years old with PCOS. My husband and I have one child and we would love to have another to love and care for.
We have been trying since the beginning of the year without any luck, with my PCOS I can not track my periods properly and ovulation is hit and miss. Since my AF on the 13th of last month and all month TTC I have started having extreme nausea, dreadful metallic taste in my mouth and tiredness with vivid dreams. I did a test today and it came back negative which completely broke my heart. If my cycle was how it used to be a while ago and you count a 30-31 day cycle I would not be due on till the 12-13th of this month. Today being the 9th have I tested too early... These symptoms can not be for nothing and I am getting worried... Can anyone help?

I have been distraught all night and morning... I am going to get myself together and get on with my day... but I give up.

It's okay to let yourself feel rubbish about it. It's a horrible feeling. I cried over so many negative tests. You've got to do what's right for you.

Thank you so much... I am in such a weird place.