I'm having a really shit time! I convinced myself I was pg this month, would have tested this weekend but af turned up today at work. I just find myself uncontrollably sobbing to myself like a child (you know, when the chin starts wobbling and everything!!) I've been completely vile to DP since I've got home so he's giving me some space (ignoring me, which to be fair I'd rather be left to cry it out)!
I've had to pretend to be happy too many times this month too when a family member, colleague and 2 friends announced they're expecting.
I'm fed up of ttc and getting my hopes up every single month only to be left heartbroken when af shows up...
I think I need 
and professional help :(