I have a dd of nearly 3. We have never used contraception in around 8 years. I thought it took a while to conceive her but once I went to gp and he told me 'to get on with it' I was pregnant the next month. We have 'tried properly around two months and I'm not pregnant. I tried ovulation sticks which never came up positive but I stopped using them around the time I was meant to be ovulating as they were a bit of a hassle. Usually I'd be intent on trying around now as it should be near ovulation time but I don't know if I can bear not getting pregnant again. Dd keeps saying she wants a sister. Last night I told oh I didn't want to 'try' anymore but I do. All my friends from first time around are pregnant again and I'm really sad for myself although happy for them. Then I feel guilty because I feel so lucky to have dd. I don't know what to do. I have a cyst on my ovary as well and used to have irregular periods so I keep telling myself I won't get pregnant. I'm almost 35.