Hi. This is a bit of a whinge but sometimes it is better to say it and know that others are going through something similar.
I have been through 1 hell of a poo year.
My DP has been unemployed for the best part of a year so I have been the bread winner while stuck in a job that I hate following a restructure watching people who turned out to be crap take over.
I then had a full on nervous breakdown and battle with depression and anxiety for a few months while reliving a childhood trauma.
I am still on the road to recovery but I am off anti-depressants now. I still have a few wobbles but I recognise when I feel the negative thoughts coming back.
It was December last year when I decided to stop taking the Depo. I know it normally takes a while for things to get back to normal but I had conceived by now last time and i'm feeling a bit nervous now.
I have had a major falling out with my mam over a large variety of things. This happened in the last couple of weeks.
I'm now worried about so much while watching, what feels like a million people fall pregnant. While constantly being asked when we are trying for another now DD is 4. I just smile and nod when it gets mentioned.
Should I just disregard the last year and just take 2016 as a fresh start in regards to everything... including TTC?