So weve been trying for a baby for 3 1/2 years. Its been a very long journey and definitely not an easy one. Through the 3 1/2 years I've had 4 miscarriages all very early on in pregnancy and I'd given up hope. I got myself so depressed. I'm over weight and blamed myself, I thought it would never happen and when those around me fell pregnant I felt sad not happy. I just felt I wouldn't be complete without my baby.
I struggled I got depressed I didn't work and became obsessed with trying for a baby. I used to have a go at dp for not trying enough and not putting enough effort into trying and I was demented. I then started work picked myself up and came to terms with the fact I might not have kids so I dust myself off and got on with things.
Well for some exciting news today I found out I am pregnant and I couldn't be happier it just now makes me feel like my journey has been worth it and that it has all happened for a reason. Dp and I are over the moon.
I just want all you to know to stuck it out. There will be hard days and good days but don't give up. Please in the picture is my positive test I am roughly 7 weeks xxx