Coping with the disappointment

[Inasimilarboat]

Cycle 12, was realy convinced it had happened this time. Positive ovulation test, lots of dtd at the right time, felt a bit different.

Yet today 10 dpo I am bleeding.

I just want to cry for something that never ever was.

How do you cope with the disappointment?

I have been there. I am finally pregnant with DC2 after 5 rounds of IVF, with my last frozen embryo. Be bold/pushy in the review you should have after this cycle, ask what changes could be made and whether medication should be altered. I pushed for an endo scratch and gestone injections as opposed to cyclogest bum bullets and whilst expensive, I really felt it made the difference. Also get your IVF drugs at Asda, they sell them at cost price and were more than 50% cheaper than my private clinic.

Sorry Mumhum, I meant month 12 of TTC not of ivf.

So far we have had ultrasound scans to rule out pcos because I have an irregular cycle but they came back fine.

Back at the GP on Friday to ask for a referral to the fertility clinic.

I am just thoroughly fed up.

I think I'm on cycle 13 or 14... I feel like it's taken over our lives. My cycles were messed up after MC last year and they're finally normal again. Which is good but now I feel like I'm setting myself up for a huge disappointment if nothing happens. It's torture!

I just keep telling myself nothing truely amazing ever came easy. We'll both get there in the end I'm sure