Don't really know which "topic" this comes under so sorry if it's in the wrong place.
Ds took 3yrs to conceive I eventually did conceive naturally got a BFP days before IVF consultation. Although at the seminar the clinic put on a week or so before you have a one to one consultation. I had a panic attack and couldn't get out of the car.
The last year or so of it I felt like was going crazy. I would cry uncontrollably most of the time especially if I had found out that someone was pregnant even of it was a character out of a book.
We are now starting ttc again on only cycle 2 but I already feel really low about it. Don't want to do anything. If I arrange to meet friends I'm wishing that they would cancel. I'm piling on weight, I feel like I'm being a bad parent, wife friend.
It's now starting to affect my work, I'm making silly mistakes and being pulled up on them.
As I sit here now I'm crying, not felt like this for ages. Don't know what to do???
Should we stop ttc for a few weeks? Do I need to get a grip? Go to gp take some time off work?
Anyone else feel like this???
Any ideas?
Sorry so long 
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