Evening all! Well I did not like mn being offline this morning... Had to actually do some work solidly, rather than checking in every time I'd written three words sentences of my press releases 
katy, sorry to hear about your work situation. I worked for a company that acquired a business, then we got acquired and so bought up more companies, then we got sold off to a huge Australian company and merged resources. It's such a worrying time and I know it'll be difficult for you being in hr and dealing with employees but also your own concerns, so sending sympathetic hugs. I was the company's PR manager and so I was having to tell journos "hoorah! We are so delighted! Fantastic! Such a positive thing!" when inside I was pretty certain I was going to be made redundant at the end of the rebranding process. Soooo draining!! Hang in there, lovely 
want, if I were you I'd be cracking open a frer with your fmu tomorrow. Fx!!
I've now decided to restrain myself and wait until next week to poas. I have rage (my dh is pissing me off too blueberry, they're such dicks sometimes aren't they?!), a decreased appetite and know I'd just get into full on fury if I got a bfn tomorrow. I'd only be 9dpo too so although I have bought frer today (still on Bogof in superdrug), I'd rather just wait until mid week to use them. Also, I've got a weird cramping pain in my left ovary region, which is where I started to ache when I miscarried so I'd be heartbroken if I tested early, got a positive, only to have a chemical. I think you ladies who've also mc would understand that fear?