We have 2 dds aged 5yo and 2yo. Both took a while to conceive; dd1 naturally after 9m and dd2 two years and 6 cycles of clomid. After fertiloty investigations, we had unexplained infertility.
I'm feeling broody again but am petrified of ttc. We had unprotected sex once this month, 3 days before I was due to ovulate. Although freaked at first (mostly about the prospect of a repeat CS), I've been hoping that we will have had a kind-of accident.
I'm due af on Friday and I have pre-menstrual symptoms. I know I'll feel disappointed when af comes.
Can anyone please help me feel less scared of ttc? I dunno if I'm in the habit of trying and have learned to expect nothing 
Although I realise I have 2 children already and am very, very, fortunate.