So, the condom broke the other day. While I would love to be pregnant, I wasn't actively trying TTC, in part because my cycles are so messed up right now.
I didn't even think anything of it for the first three days, because my LMP began the 5th and my last two cycles have been 75 and 50something days apart. But then I started getting strange symptoms, including a type of hungry I remember from the last time I was pregnant.
But it's so very, very unlikely that I am actually pregnant this time, for about a billion reasons. But these symptoms have put it my head that it's a possibility, however infinitesimally small. It's driving me insane, especially because I do want it so badly but also KNOW how improbable it is.
Please someone tell me there's no chance I'm pregnant. (Yes, I'll probably take a test next week or the next week, but I'd love to be able to stop thinking about it.)