Hi,
I am 33, we have been ttc now for 7 months (this is the 7th cycle). I usually have 29 - 31 day cycles. The longest I have been was 33 days which was horribly disappointing as it was our 2nd month ttc. I am so incredibly frustrated and sad that it just doesn't seem to be happening for us! Am I too old?
Anyway, this month I have tried so so very hard not to symptom spot or even to think about it. I even put off buying a test until my other half came home with one today! I am 4 days late for my period (cd 34). The test was a BFN :( I have no symptoms really (some slight nipple sensations and small abdominal cramps, but I get those before af anyway albeit usually a lot more).
I have checked my cervix and it's medium high, closed, and quite hard. Before af it is usually low and smooshy.
I don't know if I ovulated. Usually it happens around cd 18 - 19. When we first started ttc I used opk's to measure this and realised I usually get ramps, moodiness, and itchy skin around this time too. All of which I've had this month. But I got egg white cervical mucus on the actual day I was due to come on which did make me think perhaps I ovulated really late, hence the no show of af.
This is driving me a little insane now and really starting to feel that my body is out to get me.
Is there any chance? I sort of feel as though I will 'know' when it happens, and would feel at least some small symptoms. But I feel nothing and actually feel like I can't possibly be, especially with this bfn.