hiya all
oh coggy and trace (((hugs)))
I know all to well how you both must be feeling as I've been there so many times before.
Coggy I'm not going to patronise you by saying I know what you're going through at the moment, I've been there in terms of the ttc element, but everything else you've been through and must still go through every day, esp when you see your friends who were pg at same time as you pg again must make this so much harder for you. I know that for you, even when you get that bfp you will enter a different stage of worry, until you hold your baby in your arms. You deserve to have your baby now, after everything you've been through it's time life gave you a break and gave you something positive to look forward to. I am still keeping everything crossed that you get your bfp today, or tomorrow, or next week, while af still isn't here it doesn't mean the end of this month yet, stay positive, and keep smiling, because there's a lot to be said for positive thinking. Your baby will happen, I am absolutely confident of that. I don't know how or why, I just am. You can email me any time at [email protected]
Trace, your m/c last month has proved to you that you can fall pg. You should take this month as a positive thing not negative, the fact your temps are normal, that you know when your af is going to arrive is a pointer that your body is recovering after the m/c and getting itself ready to carry another little one. Next month you have another chance to try, and as your body will be back to normal it may just give you that chance of hope again. Email me any time.
I don't know what anyone's beliefs are, I'm not really religious, but I like to think that your baby, and coggy's ds, and all the other babies that weren't meant to come into the world yet, must be somewhere, playing in a beautiful place, because surely little ones must be taken away for a reason.
I'm waffling now.