Hi everyone, I am looking for some a)advice b)reassurance and c)kind words please.
For anyone who knows me from the ttc threads, hello, I have looked through archives but couldnt find much.
Story so far...ttc for a good while now, waiting for laparoscopy to check all ok, and meanwhile having day 3 and day 21 blood tests. Despite all the reading of v.good books,and lots of support from mn on and off I am now feeling like I am going a little crazy. The first lot of blood tests came back with Dr saying I didn't ovulate that cycle, but they would repeat them and it may have just been a one-off. I have been trying to feel a little "gung-ho", thinking, Im sure nothings wrong, I'll just wait and see and they will just tell me it is all fine and nothing to worry about. I had the bloods done again and the gyny rang me today to tell me the lh levels were very high, around 20(?) if that means anything to anyone. He said i had not ovulated again and that he felt that the high levels indicated possible polycystic ovarian syndrome. He said he couldnt be definate until i have had the lap but that if it is this he may want to do some "ovarian drilling" !! WTF i thought! After reading all i can find about pcos in a couple of hours i am confused. I am average weight i think, 10- 10.7 depending, 5.3ft, which seems to be normal weight/height. I am not excessively hairy! my periods are regular 23 -28 days at the moment, although i have had long gaps inbetween periods in the past. If it is pcos, what do i do next?? If it isnt pcos what else could be causing the high levels of hormones which are stopping me from ovulating? I asked the gyny if anything could be done meanwhile, as i wait for lap, he said not as he didnt want to give me drugs which i either do not need or which may be harmful before they have all the facts from lap. He just said to "keep trying though because sometimes miricles do happen" Great
I feel confused, unsure of what i can do to help myself, and let down again by my body. What are the chances of conception if my body wont ovulate!? Please someone give me some good advice. I also had some acupuncture last week as i was getting increasingly desperate to do anything to help. I have started taking the herbs chinese dr gave me and will advise him on this latest news when i go again. Anyone know of pcos being helped (and finally concieveing) with acupuncture? Please tell me this doesnt mean ivf[sad}
Thankyou for reading, im sorry its so long.