Hi everyone thought I'd drop in again. :)
SMF it sounds like you are going through a tough time :( it sounds very confusing, I hope you get the answers you are looking for.
My cat always sits on me so that is not helpful! Maybe she'll stop?!
I think I am about 8 dpo and can't help but symptom spot. I'm only on my second cycle after coming off the pill so I haven't yet worked out what is 'normal' for me. But last month I had quite a lot of cramping in the 2ww and this time, nothing. I also had about 4 days where I was crazy hungry during the 6 days before af arrived. If I have the same cycle as last time then I expect to be raiding the fridge from about now really. And I'm not feeling the need. Maybe no symptoms are symptoms?! But then I have also had a couple of hot flushes which is odd for me as I'm usually cold.
I am determined to hold out to POAS until Christmas Eve, af due either the 23rd or 24th so hopefully I will get the chance to POAS this cycle, it will be my first time! I even have 4 FRERs stashed in a cupboard upstairs and I have been good and left the cellophane on so I don't get caught out. I intend to test with DH so he will know if I've been nosing in the box!!