devastated

[MrJugsMummy]

Just gone to the loo and found out I've come on my own stupid fault for getting my hopes up but 4 days late what else was I supposed to think I don't think I can do this anymore the heartache is just too much

I'm really sorry OP. Not much else I can say but I didn't want to skip by your post. Hope it happens for you soon.

I'm so sorry to hear that sending lots of hugs your way xxx

Sorry to hear that. It's such a roller coaster of emotions that we are on TTC. We all understand and are all the same. Keep trying your BFP will come one day.

I know how you feel.I came on today too,i was late by 4days aswell,was convinced it was my month.Shouldn't have expected much really seeing as it took me ages to fall preg with my other two.My dsis is on her 5th.She falls in the 1st two months.I'm Drinking loads of wine at the moment.So fed up.Same old,same old.

I know the feeling to, I came on last night over two days late. Didn't sleep much I was so sure this was my month. I feel the same, used OPKs and symptom watching. I am NOT doing it this month I am mentally and emotionally exhausted. It will happen for us soon.

I think i'm going to have to deal with just having the two.My dp changed his mind again anyway.He is now a grandad and i think he feels he shouldn't have anymore because of it.Does annoy me a bit as he went with someone who was alot younger than him who had never had kids.

The one thing that made me believe it was my month was the fact i had af last month then 10days later i had a really light fresh bleed that was going from bright red to brown for 3days(never had that before).Realised now that i may i have a throid dysfunction as i had alot of symtoms(which i thought some may have been pregnancy related).Just starting to lose alot of my hair.Lucky my hair is so thick as i'd just cry by now

Aw guys I feel so self centered now mianing about this month when you've all been having a shit month as well this whole thing has been so hard my OH broke down and cried tonight when I told him I'd come on we both had our hopes up a bit too much I think.
We've agreed we're going to throw everything at it next month and then have a break we need it physically and emotionally really x

Your not self centred atall.I know the feeling of wanting something and the bitch coming.Just so unfair that we have to wait so long.My sis falls near enough straight away,i don't know how she does it.She must be super fertile.It was the same with my 1st,month after month the bitch showed up.My sister always offered to be a surrogate,When i finally said yes low and behold i found out i was pregnant that month.

Wishing you luck for next month x

Thank you sheldor you too x

Your not at all self-centred OP! It is good to know others are in the same situation for me. That I am not the only one hoping and waiting each month

Just got AF after a very faint couple of BFPs. Looks like it was a chemical pregnancy.

It's totally devastating to get a BFN or AF. However much you try to be realistic. You are bound to get your hopes up. We all just have to try to be positive and hope our BFP will come.

This where I am too. I had what I though was implantation pain a week before AF was due. It rumbled on for 4 days and then today AF turned up, 2 days early and its a shitty, painful, clotty one too.
I'm so sad, I really thought we were on this month.
You're not being self centred,some months are just harder than others OP. Lets have a big feast of things we can't eat when we're pregnant and a cocktail and try again next month.