I had a mc in late May, and started menstruating at the end of June, even though I dont think really ovulated until July. My DH and and I started trying in July and I feel like I'm taking an exam every month. I start each month very chilled, and then I feel symptoms that I felt last time I was pregnant. Very Painful boobs, slight nausea, but then a week to 3 days before my period the symptoms drop away. My period comes or I POAS and its a BFN.
This month it feels the same. I've had painful boobs and nausea for about two weeks, and then yesterday my symptoms started to drop and I've had bad stomach cramps in the evening. I feel like I'm waiting for exam results every month and failing. And every month it gets closer to what would of been my due date, and I feel horrid. I know I've just got to relax and stop thinking about it but it's so hard, especially as I feel all these symptoms and it just reminds me all the time.
Just needed to write it all down, so sorry if this is just a vent. Feeling 
