This is going to be a long one so apologies in advance! Have kinda posted the separate problems before but thought I'd try and get some advice on them all together!
I'm 22 and my boyfriend is 29 and this is our first month TTC. I fell pregnant at 17 with a previous partner who was abusive and caused me to lose the baby since then I've kinda always thought that he has done me lasting damage and I'll never be able to have a baby. I've now met a lovely guy who wants children too but suffers from delayed ejaculation we have almost over come this and he is now able to finish almost every time. Now this is going to sound so silly in saying that I never noticed until he told me but a few weeks ago when he was drunk he told me that one of his testicles is inside him, I had neer noticed until he pointed it out! I don't know if it has been like that since birth or is something that happened when he got older but I don't want to ask as it has taken him so long to even bring it up in the first place.
It's just got me thinking with so many things seeming to be against us is there even any point in trying just to be faced with disappointment month in month out.
I just don't know what to do, is there any hope for us having a baby or am I destined to a childless life?