How do you deal with the emotional rollercoaster? :-(

[VJONES1985]

Okay, I'm brand new to this and I realise many of you will be rolling your eyes at this because your journey has been longer than mine. Perhaps I don't have the 'right' to be talking about emotional ups and downs after only two weeks but I think something we all have in common is the feeling of worry,fear, disappointment.

How have you dealt with these feelings so far? Any advice for newbies like me?

Today I'm convinced I'm not going to ovulate this month because I'm on cd12 with no signs of it, but yesterday I was sure it'd all be fine. Last week, I just knew it'd take months of pain to conceive but this week I don't quite think so. How do I stop myself going mad? I get so jealous of friends with babies!!

I'm on to my 4th year of trying and as we're not getting anywhere my DH and I are in the process of having tests done to determine if there's a problem. I still get excited every month, even though its been 4 years of the same thing. I still pick up on every little change in my body thinking maybe these are signs of pregnancy. I suppose its one of those things you just have to accept as part of the process and that your only feeling the way you do because you want a baby so badly like myself and my DH and a lot of others out there xx

Wow, four years? Have you had any tests before now?