I just need a moan really - in the perfect world all I want is to be able to get pregnant, stress free and be able to enjoy a pregnancy with no worries.
However, I have epilepsy and a heart condition and between the both of them it is all turning into a nightmare.
Between the risks of my medications being thrown at me and being told the way in which pregnancy may de-stabilise my conditions it is making pregnancy something to dread as opposed to look forward to 
I knew it wouldn't be as straight forward as it might be for other women but nor did I think it would be as complicated and as risky as it turning out to be.
Anyone out there in the same boat and can offer hints as to how to stay positive??
x x