I can't get this longing feeling out my head. It's taken over everything and it seems the whole world around me is pregnant or with a newborn. :(
Background: I'm 25, I have a beautiful dd aged 2.9 from a previous relationship. Her birth was horrific: 28hr induction, 3a tear, MROP, pph, rectocele, full restitch/rectocele surgery required three months later, mental periods following the pph meaning I had to have both the mirena and pill together. I'm still on both.
I'm desperate for another baby, but now phobic of a) bleeding from the pph so scared of removing coil and bleeding again - irrational. B) scared of sex still following all the trauma. I'm having CBT and counselling for both.
I really really want to ttc. Has anyone else had the mirena then got pregnant? How long did it take following removal?