We have been TTC for about a year and I had my first appointment at the infertility clinic today. Was told his sperm count is a bit low so we need to retest in about a month and I will probably have to have a laporoscopy to check my tubes are ok.
Am possibly not in the best of moods but I am just p*d off with it all now, for a number of reasons! I had chlamydia a few years ago (got it from the same partner I am with now - he has a slightly sordid past!) and they think I could have scarring on my tubes because of this and I can't help feeling if I do I am going to be secretly really angry with him. Am I just being a bitch because I am getting down about it or is this justified???
I feel like by going to the doctor about it I am making a big fuss and should just get on with it ourselves - that then makes me think I am not ready for a baby if I feel like that?
Not really looking for advice here I suppose, just an outlet for my p*d offness!