My pregnancy and labour with ds were horrible. Sickness, spd and carpal tunnel and then contractions every 2 mins from the outset, excruciating pain. After pushing or 2 and a half hours baby was stuck then shoulder dystocia and got out with forceps. I was still in pain for 3 months afterwards with spd and sore fanjo. Has taken me till a few months ago to feel ready to ttc again. Ds is just over 2 and a half.
No luck so far.
One of my good girlfriends is pregnant after her 4th ivf with twins, I am so so happy for her as its been a long old road and she bloody deserves everything to go well now. Tonight's went out with her and couple of other girl friends for dinner and one of the other girls is pregnant too. Again so so happy for her.
I just feel that now I've made the decision to ttc that I want to get pregnant and getting over with quickly as poss as I am dreading going thru it all again. And it's not happened yet and I know it's only been a few months but I just feel a bit sad and sorry for myself. I'm so broody after so long of not entertaining the idea of getting pregnant it's driving me mad!
Sorry I know it's self absorbed drivel!