Not posted for ages.Got kinda obsessive with TTC and thought having a break from thinking about it too much would have a postive effect.But now 10 months down the line, still not pregnant and feeling v v fed up.
I have a daughter aged 27mths and I had a stillborn daughter last April at 25 weeks. There was no reason for her death, we were all tested and given the go ahead to try again. As she and her sister was concieved in the first month, foolishly I thought it would happen straight away.I took my 6 months mat leave thinking I would get caught quickly but before I knew it I was back at work,feeling empty.
I went to my docs last month and have been refered to the Fertilty Clinic.I have had my day 3 blood tests and my levels were 5 (my GP said pre menopausel women are 40-60)I am 39 in July and was starting to think maybe it was happening to me.I am having day 21 tests next week.I told him about fluttering sensations I keep getting in the pelvic area,he said nothing,so I am worried.I do OV tests and they show I am ov and I have the typical cm (sorry to go on)
I wonder if I will ever be pregnant again.I know I am lucky to have my little girl but do want another baby so badly it hurts.
Sorry to go on.I hope all the other ladies I used to 'chat' with are ok?
Diddle,maddyd and others.I hope there have been lots bfps while I have been away
xx