please talk some sense in to me!!

[silver18]

I am normally a very rational person but the 2ww has turned me into a complete nutter!!
Only 1st month of ttc dc2. Cycle's arent always regular but suspect first time I can test is Friday however I have no will power and tested last 2 days and twice today even though I know it's too early and wasn't suprised (but was disappointed) that BFN.
I have all the symptoms I had when I was pregnant with DC1 - awful cramps and sore boobs. Really convinced that I am but worry I'm deluding myself.
This is ridiculous just need to stop testing until the weekend then will know once and for all. Everytime I get a negative I just convince myself it's as it's too soon to test.
Please be firm with me and tell me I need to just endure the wait

I know how you feel! We're ttc no2 cycle 2 and 8dpo. Only thing stopping me from testing is I wouldn't believe a neg yet anyway. My cycles are very irreg following DS so I have been using opks the whole month to see what's going on. Made a deal with myself that I won't test til sat unless the opk becomes positive again (sort of cheating but better than lookin at bfns and a whole lot cheaper!

As someone on here recently said, if yu're pregnant the test will still be positive in a few days.

We conceived first month with my DS and I was irrationally upset last month when it didn't happen. I know it's not logical but nothing about ttc seems very logical.

Good luck......and put those tests away!

Everything that you say is completely true yet I'm still desperate to crack open another test just incase of a sudden surge in hormones!! Have to admit to being impatient in all walks of life