I hope someone can offer a bit of help! I am struggling to get a grip on myself which is not like me!
I had two MCs about 3 years ago, one was a MMC which I found out day before 12 weeks scan, the other was at 10 weeks and was hard because I had already had early scans and a strong heartbeat was detected etc. I had 2 D&Cs which were absolutely awful.
So despite telling myself that if I got PG again I would be calm and relaxed and not get attached to the idea of having a baby, needless to say I have turned overnight into some sort of mad woman full of anxiety and irrationality!!
I did 2 tests last week and they were positive. For some reason I did a test last night and it was negative. I did one in the morning and it was positive but very very faint. I will be 6 weeks tomorrow so I had thought my HGC levels would have been higher than last week, thus given a strong line in the test.
I am concerned that I may have a blighted ovum, so like my first pregnancy, I may carry on developing only without the embryo and then need a D&C. If I am going to miscarrry, obviously I would like it to happen now naturally rather than go through the D&C again.
Is it too early to call my doctor/ local maternity unit? Should I do another test in a few days or am I just torturing myself? Does a faint test at this stage indicate that I may MC?