I have been TTC for over a year - we are on our 14th cycle.
I was thinking about how the last year has been lived in 2 week fragments (period, 2 weeks to approx ovulation date, followed by 2ww to see if AF returned or not, followed by another 2 weeks to next ovulation etc etc) and finding it quite depressing.
I have got to know myself pretty well - for example I know I get very sore boobs about 5 days before AF is due, and then that goes and I feel fine 2 days before. I also am very regular and if anything is going to vary from the routine, I will be early rather than late.
So today AF should have been here. But but but but but - nothing! Not only that but I have had sore boobs for nearly a week - they were agony when I got up this morning and this really should have gone by now if things were normal.
I know this is scarily little to go on - but I can't help hoping. I bought a test to do but not sure if I want to do it! Is it better to be clueless and hopeful than know it's my body doing weird things?!
Can't tell anyone apart from DH as can't face the thought of having to untell anyone - but I have a little excited ball of butterflies winging round my stomach.