I really need to get a grip!

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Things are looking up, I finally got an appointment for my operation (a couple of months from now) and the consultant is extremely positive about it working and me getting pregnant. So why am I in such a grumpy place.
I've spent the last week either mad as hell or one step away from bursting into tears.
I know I'm hormonal, having 50-60 day cycles opens up a whole world of irrational behaviour, but usually I can distract myself and snap out of it and I certainly thought getting a date for my op would make me happy.
Don't know why I'm writing this, just felt I needed to have a bit of a mental dump or I'd explode.

I think I'd probably feel the same. ((Hugs))

I'd just be all annoyed and grumpy that you know, it wasn't just simple and maybe now you have a date, it's all becoming real and you have to go through an operation? Plus, I'm a very impatient mo fo And waiting a couple more months would be more than I could bear.

Or maybe it's simply just hormones, which when they've got you in an iron grip like that, make you feel like you want to smash everything to pieces just...because.

Lots of hugs. Don't force yourself to feel anything you're not ready to! Keep just moving forward in whatever way you can, and be kind to yourself :)