the constant toing and froing on ttc, swi and fitness program. Need to lose weight but also ttc at the same time, so during the tww, fitness goes out the window and the symptoms pile up, then AF arrives, you curse yourself that you thought you were pg but then you cant do any fitness as you are stuffering from weak legs, leakage and any other AF problems (and stuffing your face with chocolate telling yourself it helps with the pain!), then you get back into the fitness program only to start swi again and the tww. So in all of that you wonder why you bloody bother with the fitness program at all, but then you look in the mirror and your back on it again!
Looking in shops at the new fashion, but thinking oh I cant have that Im probably going to be pregnant very soon, so you go around in your old tatty clothes.
AF symptoms! Why oh why do they have to be the same as Pg symptoms!? Leading you into false hope every month, only to have the utter failure hit you, then you are a super bitch for a couple of days due to PMT but also because your angry your not pg.
You start looking at home remedies for TTC, manuka honey, tigers testicles, dancing naked in the rain, you'll try anything and spend a fortune on it all, and in the end you have manuka honey leaking out of your pours and your wet! And your not pg, and you've run out of money!
Oh and not to mention your husband can't perform due to all the pressure!