Dp and I have been ttc since august. Not really long, but long enough to feel frustrated, angry (why?), upset, jealous of all new mums ... you get the idea, I am a horrible person.
We already have ds, 2, but I'm greedy and want lots more right now dammit. Last night, ds's godmother became an aunt. This morning, I had another bfn. :( Sent godmother a happy text, congratulating her and dsis. Text chat ensues, bfn pops up in conversation. She sympathises, I play the martyr tell her its no big deal, today isn't about that.
So, this afternoon she sends me a multimedia message of new baby. Why?? She knows how I'm feeling, she knows I don't want new babies shoved in my face right now...
I am genuinely thrilled, but could this picture not have waited until tomorrow or after the weekend? Just a little time to deal with yet another disappointment. Is that too much to ask? Go on... exactly how awful and selfish am I?
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cheekylittlenamechange · 05/05/2011 18:00
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